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Bro i literly am so done, so basicly everything just kinda is adding up. so first off i like this guy in my grade and he's so fine but like idk if hes gay (hes prob not) but i REALLY like him and so i was soo like i will have my friends set me up. ok so for context like rn everybody is either in geometry or algebra unless ur a sweat then ur in like stats, im in geometry and so imagine how happy i am to see this man is in FREAKING PRE CALC. im gonna end my self i swear. ok now i finna rant about llike other stuff. ok also why am i so freaking fat, like i had an ED last year which was BED that turned into Ana but now i just like binge and shit. also like i want to go to like UW or UC berkley or colorodo collage, but tell me why u need like 3.95 gpa, fuck my life. im such a chud. well um yeah gonna kms now 🥳🥳

i miss not being scared of openly posting online... i dont even know what i want

me saying, "ugh, people need to get some decency," knowing full well I am on a porn site with the intention to masturbate

At the office. got a meeting in an hour. i hate thursdays

I really should be getting a job, I really want to get a job! I don't want to sit around doom scrolling all day, I can't handle feeling worthless ;-; but getting one is scary, my anxiety couldn't handle it! I can't handle slight pressure or aggression, it feels like I'm a failure, why do I even try, and wouldn't it be better if I wasn't born in the first place

Been flirting with the idea of ending it. If life does not give me a sign very soon, I'm going to go ahead and just give up! You win lololol!!!!!!!

I ratio'd her in my dreams

Just an FYI. There is a pretty decent line up of classic animated movies that will be back in theaters for the next few weeks. (Im in the US), check your local theater for times/availability. 9/19 - 9/21 1- Ghost in the Shell 2- Transformers the Animated Movie 3- Batman Mask of the Phantasm 9/26 - 9/27 Princess Mononoke

I have to fucking rant about this book. So I've been wanting to read something interesting. Last book I tried wasn't bad, but I didn't seek more of it. I wasn't hungry to know more about the world. So I asked my mom for a recommendation and she lends me digital fortress. I'm only two pages in and I can tell this man does not now how to write women. Two pages and all she is is a symbol of sensuality or a lens to view the male characters' journey through. It makes me so mad and so sad that people actually view women like this irl. They don't realize women have their own worlds going and that we don't just exist for men's experience. Man this shit stinks and it pisses me off. I cannot read anymore of this shit.

My whole life ive been pushed aside undermined and forgotten. Now i just sit and accept my psychological trauma

You pulled the ratio card on me 'cause deep down you hate me bitch

sometimes i worry that im going to be stuck cosplaying a good christian girl just because im scared of my families reaction to be being an atheist. i worry that im never going to drink or party or make friends i actually enjoy. im scared i will marry young and become a mother before i graduate college. At the same time tho am i even right, is there a god? what if im wrong and go to hell?

I've come to the conclusion that I'm a vocel. I wouldn't call myself asexual, since I experience arousal and wack it frequently (like way too frequently), but those sexual feelings aren't attraction. Even if I was attracted to another being, I wouldn't act on it cuz of my insane hang-ups about intimacy and sexual purity. It's just not worth it to me. More than that, I feel tainted by things that happened to me when I was little, so by my own standards, I'm already impure. I understand that the way I feel about sexuality is unconventional and just plain unrealistic, especially these days; that's why I only apply these standards to myself and a hypothetical lover... who will remain hitherto hypothetical, since it's highly unlikely anybody will ever meet those criteria. Not even I do.

Recently saw a review for my workplace complaining that the "Employees didn't do anything wrong but looked like they needed coffee. They looked like they didn't want to be there." Broooo we didn't wanna be there crazy ik 💔 I know we gonna have a meeting about smiling more lol like every time we get a review like ts

BROOOOOOO WYM I HVENT WON THAT 10K BAHT YET BROO WYM I NEED MONEY ETHE HECK.

I'm sick of girls acting like victims and oppressed when that's not true at all. Men are oppressed and victims. Misandry is being more and more normalized it's sickening. Girls are constantly treated better while men get the bottom of the barrel pretty much. Stop acting oppressed when you get put on a pedestal constantly, princess treatment, female privilege(yes it exists, male privilege isn't a thing).

The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometime Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find You and I collide I'm quiet you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find You and I collide Don't stop here I lost my place I'm close behind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find You and I collide Finally find You and I collide (Do do do do) (Do do do do) You finally find You and I collide

me n my boyfriend ahve been going out for like almost 2 months now, he doesnt call me pet names or anything, weve kissed but he wips his lips off, hes really intrested in sexual stuff i started my period today and i had too tell him no twice for him to understand i dint want to do anything, and our friends and us have always been close im talking we flirt carry eachother round and hug n talk alot, so its not uncommon to see my bf and our friend (for privacry ill call him joe) its not uncommon to see him n joe on eachothers lap and hugging. but today they openly had plans to tocuh themseleves in the same room and asked if i was okay with it i didnt know what to say, i was behind some blocks in this room it was dark and i just sat there and i could hear them cuz we were all in the same room, idk if this is classed as cheating and i dont know how to feel about it to be honest

how do i deal with guilty thoughts running through my mind day and night. i will genuinely kms if i end up single again. i’m so tired of it and i have no control over it. thanks ocd

Imagine being a person of little integrity and airing dirty laundry as a hypocrite.