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goddammit I piss too much these days

Lmao I made myself in sims 4 and put her as high maintenance. She was so angry that she took off work and was stomping around the house breaking everything because her date with her husband didn't go very well. As soon as I got her a massage, she was happy as can be. Why is that literally me though? I have to have a massage every 2 weeks at least or I raise hell.

The Republican party has increasingly become characterized by ideological lockstep where individual thought seems punished rather than encouraged. Watch any Republican debate or interview and you'll witness a chorus of identical talking points delivered with the same cadence, the same catchphrases, the same manufactured outrage. The party that once claimed to champion individualism now demands absolute conformity to a rigid orthodoxy where deviation results in excommunication. Their "thought leaders" are essentially just messengers delivering talking points from a central source, with personal insight replaced by regurgitated talking points about "woke mind virus" or "deep state" conspiracies.

I feel trapped by my own mediocrity, and sometimes suicide seems like the only option to escape

Every time I see Billie Eilish in the news, she's either complaining about capitalism or trying to sell me something.

"If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something." ~ Steven Wright

Skydance and Microsoft Offering Employees Voluntary Buyouts Ahead of Layoffs to manage operating costs and retool its organization for the artificial intelligence era. Employees typically have to sign an agreement or legal release, including a non-disparagement clause, to collect the payout.

What do you guys think of Carrie? I relate to Carrie (Carrietta White) in my own unique way. If ya dont know what im speaking of, its a 1976 horror film called "Carrie".

yeah im a fucking creepy obsessed deranged freak and i miss people ive never even MET guess what yeah i do still miss 'ihateverything' yeah because he. well i dont know i just liked him being around i wanted him to stay and whatever its nothing important and i hope hes ok and i just got new blades today and im gonna cut tonight ok bye

Transfixed by Nicki Minaj's Ass You know, asses gotta ass!!!

You know what fucking sucks? Haveing a partner that cares far more about the wallet than they do about you. Like I don’t ask for a damn thing. Legit, cause I know they cheap about everything. God forbid I want to order out and they won’t even spare the money for that. Fuckingnhell even if I spend my OWN money they always have something to say about it. The thing is they spend money everywhere and on everyone else. A friends asked for 100$ a few weeks ago and they just handed it over without a question. But me, their parter of nearly 10 fucking years and I get “well damn don’t u have food here.” I’m sorry I’m too tired to cook and that apparently 20$ is too much to spend. I don’t ask for flowers, jewlery, trips, or even small things like food on a regular basis. But they act like I’m out here with my fucking hand out. We don’t even go on dates anymore unless I can pay for it. I kept saying I really wanted to go see this movie and they came back with “u got movie theater money?” TICKETS ARE 8$. And now it’s not even in theaters anymore. Yet they are happy to pay for their friends to go see a movie. I always come damn last.

WHY do I get a fuck ton of inspo and motivation to draw when I desperately need to cram for a test bro. god hates me

I feel a bit defeated… today I was almost late for work. I’m not sure what even happened. I mean I kinda know. I try to set alarms on different apps everyday bc one time. My alarm I set it but it didn’t go off. Anyway one just didn’t go off? And the other I set it an hour later (which was the time I needed to be up yesterday but would’ve made me late today) I got woken up by someone which is good but I feel like all my progress will be reset. Like I’m a failure. Humans were not meant to wake up super early for work. I’m even jealous of my co workers that stroll into work at 6 or 7am.I think I’m tired plus working so many days a week. I try to set my alarms at night before sleep I guess I somehow missed the time for one.,, I probably need a new app because it’s the second time the app has done that. And it’s just too much stress. I try to set a new alarm everyday because I’m afraid of it glitching again where I leave it to set x time for c days and it glitches out so every night for 5 days I’ve been setting an alarm before bed. Maybe I should get a new alarm clock tbh… I think my current one is broken. Hmm maybe I’ll try and sort that out tomorrow.maye. Troubleshoot it or try to. It cannot be good for my me two health to be stressing every night to set an alarm, My phone was a bit low on battery this time so maybe that could be why. Still odd.

Good Boy (2025), a horror filmed from the vantage point of a dog. If you missed this one, give it a try.

I miss my ex so fucking bad I said I moved on and ive been talking to new people for like 2 months but I still cant help but sob myself to sleep over my ex every night I cant help it

I want to stop visiting that forum. It's so terrible. Rage baits after rage baits. So much hate! So much verbal violence and approving of physical violence. I don't know how and why I started going there. But it wasn't so bad before. There were some interesting people with interesting stories. They are all gone now. Just a bunch hating and accusing each other. Every time I open that page I feel awful. I wish I could stop going back. Why do I even go back?! I left so many online places...

i found myself having a thought i’m ashamed of and had to immediately check myself lol. so i have a crush on this guy i found on youtube who still is a relatively small channel. and i thought how scary the thought of him getting popular was for me because in my parasocial head, it means he’ll be more out of reach for me. as if that could be the only thing in the way even if my existence was known to him. lol. people can be unavailable for a variety of reasons, may just not find me attractive or may already have someone or may be totally uninterested in general. i also realised i tend to panic when a beautiful man i like is at risk of blowing up or receiving attention as opposed to a beautiful woman. with women i generally trust that they are able to value me regardless of the attention they’re getting, since most women (frankly attractive or not) usually get a lot of attention regardless. whereas with men, if they suddenly start getting attention it gets to their heads and they abandon you lol. this is ofc a major projection and assumption; the guy seems so genuine and sweet AND he’s not the guys i knew. but i can’t help but tense up at the thought.

You're not single because you're ugly. You're single because your personality sucks

From now on, if I see two members of the same sex kissing in public, I’m gonna yell as loud as I can: WHOOOOOOOOO LOOK AT THESE TWO STUNNING AND BRAVE GUYS/GALS!!! WHOOOEEEE MAN THATS SOME HOT STUFF YEAH BABY YEAH!!!’ TWO GUYS/GALS GOING AT IT!!! HEY YOU WANTED THE ATTENTION YOU GOT IT.

does anyone else feel so scared when they meet someone new incase the n word slips out? i’ve never even used it in my life but for some reason every time i meet someone new i have this fear that somehow the n word will just blurt out of me. is this some sort of intrusive thought?! 😭 i swear im not trolling lol