Just Vent | Just Venting

How am I supposed to manage a paying job, two volunteer jobs and school? I'm graduating early which means I'm getting cut off from my parents' financial support early... How am I supposed to make it to graduate school if I have to quit my volunteer positions in favor of a paying job? How do I get out of this cycle? How am I supposed to start out? How can I even FIND a job that actually pays rent in an expensive city like this? I thought graduating was supposed to make me more attractive to employers and instead I feel like I'm a step behind my high school friends who never left my hometown.. at least they can pay rent. What am I going to do? What if I have to abandon everything that I've worked my a** off for (FOR THREE YEARS) just because I can't pay enough to live here anymore? Why do I feel like nobody even thought I could do it anyway? What has school even been for if I'm not going to use it? I WISH SOMEBODY WOULD f***ING HELP ME BUT NOBODY UNDERSTANDS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH.