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Anonymous says

Sometimes I don't have the courage to kill myself. I want to die, I want to stop breathing, but I think of my family and then I don't want them to feel the burden of not seeing 'signs'. I wish a car would hit me, or I got sick and died. I just want something unpreventable so no one will feel burdened and I can be free.

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  Anonymous says

My bully for over 10 years died yesterday due to medical negligence. He had made my life a living hell since I was 6 up until I was 17, constantly telling me to kill myself and spreading rumours about me, pushing me in school halls and stealing and ripping my notes. I ended up self harming, my family had to come pick me up daily so he wouldn't insult and make others insult or hit me (he was too coward to do it himself). ... read more

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Anonymous says

when someone ends their life, it is sad and painful.

It's always remarkable when a friend or family says, "what about me? what about my pain? did they care about the suffering I now have to cope with? I made it through this pain. They could make it through their pain, too."

With no thought, at all, for the reason the person ended their life. With not a shred of empathy for what the person was go... read more

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  Anonymous says

I had an anxiety attack at work last week. My coworkers asked me what was wrong. I just told them I am stressed about getting to work with no car and maybe a little stressed about my family. And they just said "Well, that's life." I didn't go into detail in order to save my sister's reputation but they don't know how much emotional turmoil my family and I go through on a daily basis. I previously had severe social anxiet... read more

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Anonymous says

So here is my life in a nutshell... My mom hates me and has verbally told me how she regrets the day I was born... She has told me repeatedly that she should have aborted me... Every time she sees me, she tells me that I am a waste of space, that I'm ugly, stupid, fat, worthless,and a bunch other colorful nicknames that I don't want to get into... when ever she gets really mad at me she will pull my hair or hit me... Yesterday, my mom told me that she no longer considers me h... read more

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  Anonymous says

I go through life constantly being genuine and nice to everyone I meet. So many people keep me and throw me under the label “friend”, but again and again, without fail I find myself being the only one who shows love or compassion, who is willing to be there when someone needs me. I’ve found I don’t connect with almost anyone in my life. I’ve never had a “best friend” or really anyone to fall back on and trust and share my vulnerability with. I’ve never been so... read more

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  Anonymous says

This contains thoughts of suicide, and depression, so heads up.

I've been on and off feeling suicidal for the past two months. My health insurance has a $10,000 dollar deductible, I make $150 dollars a week working as a part time cashier. Therapy, at least locally is at least $100 a session.

I'm deffinitely self aware of my mental health due to my lack of access to mental health care at present, so I know that my self derogatory thoughts are a sympto... read more

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  Anonymous says

Also vincent e martz called fulton county pa child services on his sisters children and brothers and families vincent caused the martzs bad situations with the county child services By Anonymous August 04, 2014 at 01:35 PM martz defense 5.0 The scenes vincent e martz-egor created was at chambersburg pa walmart cussing yelling harrasment of family members foaming making threats we the martzs did file assalt and harrasment... read more

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Anonymous says

my family are all die-hard conservatives with very closed minds who frown upon anyone with different views then them.
my friends and co-workers are all liberals who will shame and isolate anyone who doesn't share their views.
and then there's me somewhere in the middle, confused and unsure where I stand on anything and afraid of trying to discover what I actually believe in for fear that I will be shunned by ... read more

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Anonymous says

I have been jealous of my cousin for years. Here she acts terrible, lies all the time, beats people up and gets pregnant and her life is still better then mine. She does literally everything wrong and has always gotten rewarded for it. Like when we were kids she went to church with us and she won a prize when in our family she makes fun of religious people. She gets pregnant by a bad guy, but is now getting even more sup... read more

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Anonymous says

To be honest, I do not trust my moms or sisters advice most of the time. They claim they are good at giving advice, but every time I need help they either tell me to deal with it or give me sh**y advice. I do not trust them at all anymore to be honest. Family, doesnt always know best....

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Anonymous says

My life is pretty good right now, I am not going to lie. But my love life still sucks. Every guy I am meeting is the exact opposite of what I want and this last guy hurt me way more then I thought. The thing that bugs me is that people are SHOCKED that I do not have a boyfriend. Even my co workers are shocked and my family will bug me about it. The thing is the way I date is I talk to the guy first for a while and do not... read more

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  Anonymous says

I f***ing hate this. Why does my mum have to ruin every single f***ing relationship of mine? First, I wasn't allowed to have any friends because they liked tattoos. Then, she lectured both my ex and current boyfriend because of that they both wanted a small tattoo. I don't know if my boyfriend will be with me after this. Mum just got angry for not wanting to give them hugs when I went to bed. Please I'm so sorry I know he'll never see this but I'm so f***ing sorry for having ... read more

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imamanipromise says

ok I'm transgender, FtM and i have an Unaccepting parent and i just want to be a boy and the dysphoria god the f***ing dysphoria i could literally drown myself in it, i want to go on T and have Top surgery and gender correction surgery but my family is poor and im poor, i dont have f***ing 7000-25000 £ just lying around we need food and sh** but im too selfish i need to be a boy sometime in my life just please say ill b... read more

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Anonymous says

We talk on the phone almost everyday. Are you really going to try to guilt trip me into feeling bad because I didn't answer your phone call even though I was texting you a second before that? That something is wrong with simply not wanting to wake up family members who are sleep? Its called courtesy and I'm glad you wanted to speak to me but you're only thinking about what you wanted right then and not the respect I was ... read more

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Anonymous says

I have a 'story' to tell...

“The Suicide Note”
I don’t know if I put in quotation marks to make myself feel like this is just a story I’m letting my feelings pour into or if this is an actual note. Whatever this is or could be for now it’s my ‘feelings sponge’. I don’t really have anyone right now. I don’t have friends I can talk to, nor can I talk to my family because that in itself ... read more

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  Hippopotamus says

Me and my work homies (more like an dysfunctional family) went out last night and I'm in a long a** relationship; that's important for later. So one of my colleagues is recently married BUT he's pretty keen on this other girl, we will call her Jane and it's kinda the elephant in the room, everyone sees it but we don't wanna say it to him including the boss. Jane is pretty flirty, recently single and pretty vulnerable right now from this so let's say Dave should be sesnsible. ... read more

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Anonymous says

I had a hard weekend taking care of a family member and helping out as much as I could. I was in the car this afternoon listening to a Christian song and I believe and have believed in God for a long time, but listening to this song and sitting by myself, I had a strong feeling of God being there with me. It made me feel like I can get through this, and I'm not alone.

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Anonymous says

I'm just so tired of being somebody I'm not, it makes me sick, but in the midst of all this bulls*** I think I've lost who I really was. My family loves this new me, excluding my dad who I feel just doesn't give a sh**, and my friends say I'm different. God I'm just so tired, I just want things to go back to how they were years ago, it was easy then.

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  Anonymous says

family sucks. You're expected to love no matter what. And I can't. I have limits, I don't do "unconditional" love. At least not anymore. It takes a lot for me to get like this and let's just say my sister knew how to confuse my thoughts on what family even is. I just want out, sometimes. It'd be great if I could leave, just like that. If only.

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