Just Vent | Just Venting

I feel so lost. I don't know who I am anymore and I want to blame you but I know it isn't your fault. I wish it was though you were the one who left me here all alone in the dark. You make it hard for me to move on because since you were my best friend I don't want to loose you. I want to blame you for making me lose myself but I'm not good at being mean.