The devil hates us, God loves us. I feel like God doesn't care for me, no one cares about me, I'm just a worthless peice of s***... I feel like I'm antichrist... I know God exists.. but it feels like he hates me, no matter what I try to reach out to him... Jesus just isn't there for me... The devil's got a grip around me, and I can't break free... I feel depressed 24/7... I'm lonely and sad at all times... Any ... read more
I wish the entire U.S. was a nudist colony. This way, I wouldn't have to pretend to be so nice to girls to get them to date me so I could get them in bed just to see what they look like naked. I'd rather know that they look horrible naked before wasting my time with them!
At school, I play flute in band. There is a huge clarinet section and they're all friends. Like best best friends. And all they do is TALK. The teacher is talking, so are they. We're about to start a song, they're talking. We are literally IN THE MIDDLE OF A SONG and they are still TALKING!!! Then when we ask they to be quiet, they say ok. After that, they start talking again... We tell them to shut up, they say ... read more
Is it rape? A girl I liked didn't want to sleep with me, which was fine with me, understood. But then lastnight we were both at a party and she got pretty drunk. She was practically begging me to screw her. I knew she was drunk and not thinking clearly and didn't like me in that way, but I had sex with her anyways. I don't even know if she remembers it, because she was so wasted. I feel kind of bad now, my frie ... read more