Sitting here with my knife... cutting myself... trying to man up to cut over my wrist... I'm a coward I guess... I'm scared about the pain, not about what will happend after... I need more satanic music... I need to get me to feel worse... I want to end my life, but I'm a f***ing coward! Why can't I just die! Die you moron! You don't f***ing deserve to live! You've never managed to do anything right! No one will ... read more
Okay...i don't know if can get any real advice on here...but please help?
Okay, so I'm 16 a junior in high school. and my boyfriend is 17 also a junior. Were engaged and plan on getting married in 7 months. My mom plans on signing the paper. she loves him like her own son and she's glad he makes me happy. His mom is kinda iffy on it. I don't think she likes me. oh well. He turns 18 in September and he said if ... read more
Iâ€™m never going to be normal. I thought I killed someone the other day. It was just a dream but it still feels like someone died. This isnâ€™t supposed to be poetic. Iâ€™m not an artist. Iâ€™m just insane. Why do they make it so hard to see a doctor? Itâ€™s to keep us desperate and crazy and violent so we keep committing crimes so they can lock us up or euthanize us. Sometimes I t ... read more