I think tonight is the night I'm gonna do it, just to end it all. I'll miss my family and bestfriends, but I'm tired of this f***ed up life I live. I don't feel beautiful anymore, I gained 8 pounds. I gave it away to someone who I thought would never hurt me. Dad, maybe you'll be happy by the end of tonight, since you didn't get to kill me like you wanted, I'll just do it myself. I can't live with all thes ... read more
I have been with this guy for 4 years, we are married now and have 2 children. He has a raging temper, which he can control most of the time, but here lately not at all. He freaks out about the smallest retarded s***, and i am sick of it. I have been extremely depressed for months, because: we live with his mother, he drives her truck, and i drive a pos car, also he spends NO time with me or the kids, he stays i ... read more
DUDE. I said I wanted to be friends when we broke up. That doesn't mean I want to be the friend you drone on and on to about your new skank you met TWO DAYS AGO, that you "can see yourself being with."! When are you gunna realize it hurts me to hear how happy you are, because I'm still not over you....
I just had a really weird dream... can't remember all of it... and it wasent scary...but for some reason.. I'm scared right now... First I was sleeping in my bed, then I was at a place... doing something...and I was totaly confused about what was going on... then I was at someones garden in my underwear and jacket carrying my ... quilt (that is what google translator says it's called atleast...)...seemed like i ... read more
I hate when you spend a good chunk of your life with someone, they do you wrong quite a few times.. so you break up for whatever reason... then they say it wasn't you, you didn't do anything wrong.. it was me! well WTF? FOR REAL?! then they apologize continuously for what they did wrong... and you sit there wondering why couldn't you just be good to me when you had me?! perhaps "you don't know what you've got un ... read more