Have you ever thought you were happy but then out of nowhere got really down in the dumps and realized something was missing in your life but just dont really know what it is? And the more i think about it the more it bums me out.
So i like this guy and my friend told me he wanted to go out with me but she didnt want me to date him b/c he was her fiances best friend and she didnt want it to be weird if it didnt work out between me and him cuz we all hang together alot. So i was a good friend and told her i wouldnt cuz it seriously bothered her. But lately she tells me she really likes this guy and is throwing herself all over him and this ... read more
I just feel so empty. I'm getting depressed again but I don't want to cut again. I just feel useless and worthless. I feel like I only exist but I don't matter. People wouldn't care if I wasn't here. I only go through the motions of everyday things but even feel anything. I laugh and smile but I go back to being numb. I wish I could help it but I can't. And I can't wait to go back to being happy, whenever that'l ... read more
Well. I feel lonely again. And it's all my fault. I have issues. Unexplainable ones. I swear I'm bipolar or something. One minute, I feel like nothing could ever go wrong. The next couple days, I'm crying, self-harming and wondering why the hell I'm even still alive. I can't stop eating food. It helps for like 30 minutes and then I feel extremely guilty and I want to cut. I keep saying random s*** that I never t ... read more
I am so lucky to have been given another amazing opportunity to study abroad for the second time this year and I have accepted the offer..there is something that is playing on my mind though and making me doubt this decision. Something so small which to some will seem so petty but to me it is a huge fear of mine which I have battled with for a long time..Presentations! Yep,, so silly but yet scares the s*** out ... read more
What I've seen lately on this website is a lack of compassion, not just for people but for themselves. Give yourself a chance to improve or at least give a doctor a chance to help you improve before you call it quits. And to those of you who undermine others, belittle their problems, ridicule them for their flaws, and being the burden on the shoulders of those who already feel enough grief, you will get yours pa ... read more