Disclaimer: no hate. I just really need some help in the crush area So im invited to my crushes barmitzvah!!!! (Yayayayayayayayayay!!!!) because we used to go to the same school for years, i assumed he had invited everyone from my old class and it turns out, its just me, this other girl, and his best friend from my old class. But last year, my crush dated someone in a grade below us and he invited her :\ so ... read more
I hate that I can't get him out of my mind. It's so frustrating, it makes me sick to my stomach, and worst of all my heart just gets heavier every single time he comes across my thoughts. I want the pain to go away so much. I hate that he makes me feel this way, I just want to move on and forget him.
I f***ing hate my boyfriend. He chooses computer games over me, again and again and again and f***ing again. He never stops. He doesn't care. He spends time with me but all he thinks about is his games. At 10 he said he "would be in bed in 20 minutes." It is now 11.30 pm. I was going to offer sex with him but now he can f*** off. I slipped a piece of paper underneath the door saying "don't even bo ... read more
Slowly truing to figure out if i really am depressed. Even though I don't want to believe it, everyones voice keeps saying that I am. I am slowly loosing my, mind because since I'm being convinced, that I am slowly trusting my mind less. Im everything that is me and I can't stop it.
I make questionable decisions. This might be long and pathetic. I'm sorry. I also apologize too much. I dated my first love, lets call him "Kyle," for almost two years. he dumped me over text, then months later insisted we be friends with benefits. I obliged because I'm a moron apparently. When I realized he didn't care, not even as friends, i cut him out of my life. 3 months later I rushed into a rela ... read more
My boyfriend and I aren't having sex. We're not sexually active in that way. But we do makeout alot and he's touched me down there before and licked it once. But i asked him to stop before it went farther..But that's it. Anyway. I wanna change up our makeout plans. And stuff. Like how can I get him really horny, Maybe even a boner without having sex or touching him there? Like ways to do that while making out. J ... read more
This will sound super weird but when im on instagram, i will often check my followers feed just to see if my crush has liked anything recently. Idk why, but it gives me this happy heartache to know that were doing something together even though we are 28 blocks apart (we live the same distance away in opposite directions from our old school so i did the math) and i really need someone to talk too and tell me som ... read more
This is gonna be a long one. If you're reading, go make some popcorn and get comfy. So as I said before, my boyfriend broke up with me now four weeks ago. At first, I really felt like I did something. I had to stay out of school because I was tearing myself apart with it. I'd sit in bed until 5 then wake up 40 minutes later. I'd go through our texts (I never deleted any so there is a little more than 15,000)se ... read more
I've fallen in love with my best guy freind but don't know how to go about telling him. Every time I try to get a moment in to make my point of view he blows it off and just ignores my request to talk about serious matters. In the past he has stated he doesn't feel the same way about me (back when I revealed to him I had a little crush on him before I fell in love). But sometimes I swear the little things he do ... read more
My boyfriend hardly looks at me anymore. I have given him so much space, but he still lacks the same affection he used to have. He just wants to be alone all the time and I can't do this anymore. I'm so tired of trying to hold our relationship together when he puts absolutely no effort into it. It's depressing me and I just want to be happy. I wish I could make him happy, too, but I apparently am unable to.
You knew how important honesty was to me. I've always been scared of opening up to someone because I am a kind soul and easily taken advantage of when I don't even realize it. You promised you would never do that to me and that you would always be honest with me. I gave you the opportunity to be honest with me, I was ready for it. But you decided to just smile and tell me a lie and I believed it because I truste ... read more