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The only reason I don't cut is because it will hurt her to see it. I lie and say I don't feel like it anymore but that's only a half truth. If I could I'd carve again but it would destabilise her. If I cut so will she, and I can't do that to her again.
I love my friends, I love my family. I just can't love myself. I'm cooking a dinner for us all and I still feel... hollow. Something hurts inside and part of me hopes it's terminal - at least that way they'll be rid of me sooner. I'm sorry, I love you all. I wish you weren't shackled to loving me. If I could just fade out then that would be best for all.
Another night of not feeling good enough or special.
I am obsessed with a man that does not give me the time of day. I used to think it was love but I now understand it's just an obsession. He used to say he loved me. He's a landlord and says I'm the only tenant he's ever f***ed. I'm young and cute but I know he's had to rent to women better looking than me. I let him f*** me without a condom. He came in my a**. I just want him to love me. I really think that if h ... read more
He just doesn't get it. He can screw me in the pool in broad daylight, but can't even take his jeans off to cuddle next to me. He has a day off with me and the kids and then he tells his boss he could work on the day everyone else is off if he's needed and doesn't even ask me. He told me before how he used to buy his exwife flowers every week and me even though I'm not materialistic he doesn't even think of ... read more
8 Days without you- perhaps sanity may come back and let me have a little more control over my emotions, and let me to just go with the boys who love me not the ones who dont
Merry Christmas to all of you. This website is nice to therapy our way out of stress and have means to vent out, we can let out those things we hold inside and is not appropriate to say in real life. Don't forget that once you vent out you should go and enjoy life because is short, and 99% of the time things are not really as bad as we feel they are. May your home be full of happiness and if someone die ... read more
It really sucks when the person you love the most (whom also happens to be your only friend within a two hours drive) is mad at you, and won't tell you why; so they hop in their truck and go away without saying a word. I don't know what to think, feel or do right now.
Gah need to vent, no one online to do so. Oh hai there internet. So ever since my boyfriend got a job, he's had less time for video games and hardly talks to me when I am not with him! I get that video games are important to him, but I am too! And I've told him this but he still seems to be busy all the time. When he's not at work he's playing video games. We used to skype all the time but now... I suppose I jus ... read more
I really hope he doesn't change on me wen he gets a new gf....i'd be upset...
Idk wat to think right now.....
I miss you so damn much right now. I can't stop thinking about you. I'm sick tonight too which makes it worse. I think I'm going to go to sleep and dream of warm embraces, breathtaking kisses, and all the sweet things you said to me before you left. I love you and always will. Goodnight my love!
Sometimes it really feels like you just don't love me, as much as you say you do and as much as you may show it. The way you treat me in public, though not bad, just the jokes, it sucks. Like when you act like its a chore to give me a hug or a kiss. Why can't I just get one and feel loved by it?
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :'( im gonna cry..
So I was in a relationship with a female...whom i absolutely adore and try to satisfy. She was my everything but she just broke up with me. Its taking everything in me not to call her...but I dont wanna feel like some type of a soft punk. I dont know....I cant neccessarily say I dont understand why because believe it or not i've had my doubts. Like I didnt feel like I was all she needed...like there was more to ... read more
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