So I started my book today and yes you will be in it. I haven't decided if I should call it an autobiography or just a memoir. As I wrote the title of chapter one and titled it just some background I realized that it might have to be split up into 2 or 3 chapters. Then I had a wonderful ephiphony, you in the grand scheme of things will only be maybe 1 chapter and I smiled. You see I may be hurting the loss of ou ... read more
I have been thinking about that night in my head today and it's all so surreal! How it all went down, it was like slow motion. You didn't even have a reaction for my hurt, you only thought about your pride not being affected or not being found out by others. It's crazy what lengths you went to, to hide things because believe it or not I never would have exposed you. Oh I could have, but then I'd be just as awful ... read more
Alright,this is the first time I've ever posted on this site,but here goes. Hey everyone, I'm your typical girl in love. Pretty normal right? Except that the guy I'm in love with is...not much of a guy. In fact, he's gay. And the guy he loved for 7 years is already attached. s***... I know this is wrong, damn it! I know that I probably shouldn't be like this. I mean, I've kept my ice maiden image for years. W ... read more
I'm sitting at home now after a long day and you know what, I had a fleeting thought that you were coming over. Damn! I know those thoughts are going to come because it's natural, it was part of a routine. That routine is broken and too damaged to fix. Heartbreak really does suck!
Billion's of men in this world and I chose you to be my life partner. Billion's of women in this world and you chose me, oh wait no you didn't! You chose to lie, cheat, manipulate, and deceive me. Hope you realize the pain you caused because I pray for other women never to feel what I have from you! I hope you change and grow up- your 43 bday is coming up, time for the big boy undies!