Life has been hard lately, i am recovering from an ED at the moment. I hate my new body and that just makes thing worse. I dont have a guy in my life that can take me seriously, a guy that truly wants to be with me. I met a guy a month ago, and i fell in love with him. The problem is that he lives on the other side of the world, and he is older. This means that he had a lot of fun with me, and felt something spe ... read more
I've made a huge mistake by staying with you. You've ruined everything special to me. My whole pregnancy...ruined. My 1st days at home with my baby...ruined. my body...ruined. my money....ruined. G-d how I hate you. who wants a single mother who now has to move back in with her parents?? all the while you can give up being a parent and enjoy single man life. You f***ing lazy, selfish, disrespectful, uncaring, un ... read more
The only reason Im on here is because I dont even have anyone to talk to about this because he is such a great boyfriend and thats all I want anybody to know... I dont want to give anyone any reason to bad mouth him or our relationship, especially over some stupid dreams about his ex... Should I talk to him about it or just keep it to myself, I feel like I already know what hes going to say... |But Im WITH YOU!| ... read more
Im reallly tired of these "thank you baby " and "sincerely your future " posts! f***en annoying, go post that s*** on facebook or your f***en diary . People on this site have problems and don't want to read this dumb s***
So this morning I woke up around four and wanted to just lay beside my boyfriend. He hardly ever sleeps in the bedroom with me and I attribute that to him falling asleep playing GTA5 however this morning after wrapping his Christmas gifts and looking up where I can find some other things he wants I go to FB and check my messages for my friend thats supposed to hang out when head back up north for the holidays on ... read more
How did i take this for so long? Ive been jerked around by this one girl for way too long. Its problem after problem filled with high school drama. I though that would end in college but apparently not. First was the fact that i had talked to and made out with her roommate before and now the roommate doesn't want me and her hanging out at all and thought that she could control us. So i say ill wait for 30 days a ... read more
Problems? Everyone got some! And my problems is with this ex i havent gotten over. I idolize her in my head thinking that she is perfect, but she is far from that. I have all the solutions how to get over her, but im scared to act upon them. I feel like she's been apart of my life since forever and i can't just leave her. But the cons outweigh the pros. Logically, i have to move on, emotionally, I cant.
What do I want? I have a minute to myself to think about it, baby. So here's your answer. MISS ME when I'm gone. I want you to miss me the way I miss you, like you're a piece of me that's cracked off and needs to be glued back together. Kiss me when I'm beside you and we have nothing else to do. Kiss me like you mean it, like you would miss me if I left. Like you might not ever see me again....like you need to t ... read more