Just Vent | Just Venting

i can feel my heart breaking,
its a feeling ive felt before,
but this time the pain is worse,
and although i havent lost you, i still feel as though i have lost a peice of me.
you are still my best friend, but, i love you, when you tell me about her and how you are with her i feel so insignificant, as if you have forgotten about me, dont leave me. your the only person i have. please. i feel so dumb but im not lying when i say i am in so much pain, i really can feel my heart collapse into my stomach and the heart break. i just wish you understood.