You no wha, everynight i hug my pillow wishing it was you, i think in my head of how amazing it would be if you realized you loved me back. I watched, as you were with her, and i felt my heart break, my chest collapse and my stomach tie in knots. You dont treat me like you should, friends dont do what we do and thats why im in love with you, god, your so blind. you kiss me, hold my hand and cuddle and it means nothing to you, but it means to me. so anyway, im unsure what im going to do now, your obviously going to be with her and i want you to be happy, but i thought i make you happy. im sorry.