Just Vent | Just Venting

i hate how when you're at the lowest of low points and you just feel awful but then you find and listen to songs that precisely describe the heartache that you're continually dealing with, and the lyrics fit so well and you just cry more. it's been happening to me a lot...cause of, well wut else, guy trouble...we broke up, okay i can deal. but before we even went out, we were great friends..now he doesnt talk to me like he used to and if he does, it's all awkward and i hate it. life sucks when youre in a spot when you lost the one you love and yet, you're still killing yourself (literally, stressing yourself out to the point of sicknes...) to just keep them as friend at least. ...im never going to want to repeat my teenage years if the rest are going to be like this. i still have seven more years of school, including college. oh great... /: