Just Vent | Just Venting

Posted by: Anonymous  on 01/04/12 @ 04:31:27pm

Why is it so hard to trust you? Maybe because I never see you on your phone unless it's faced away from me. You hide all your recent activity on Facebook. You only sometimes tell me who you've been talking to lately.

Yeah, yeah. I get it. You don't ask me who I talk to, don't mention anything about my Facebook, and don't ask who I've been talking to.

Well you're just perfect, aren't you? I need a little more reassurance than that.

You swear nothing bad has ever happened and nothing ever will. And if it did, you'd tell me. But that's not good enough. Is that so bad?

You act like you love me. Sometimes. And I don't think someone who doesn't love me would still be here after all we've been through. All I've put you through. But just hiding everything from me doesn't make it easier to trust you. But you've already said you're not gonna change.

So if I wanna be with you (which is all I want)...I just need to suck it up. Wonderful