Just Vent | Just Venting

Have you ever felt abandoned? Like noone ccares?You ask for help but noone listens? Well thats how i feel. My mom only pays attention to my feelings...ummmmm....accually she doesnt. i mean sure she pays attention to ME but not what i am feeling. like today i was having a bunch of really random mood swings all the same time and this is after my u know what so it could not have been that but it scared me so i asked my mom to help me i dont kow whats wrong with me and she just walked past me and said "sorry." I mean she wasnt even listening. No she walked over to my little sister instead. I mean love my little sister alot but sometimes i remeber when i was the only child, me and my mom had a great relationship. She was nice, fun, sweet, caring, the life of the party! :) But after my little sister was born my mom started to not pay any attention and also started to do other things that i dont like. And NO she doest beat me. Just saying. i mean she is a good mom but sometimes i wonder where she went u know? Where was my old mom?