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I'm in such a better mood today. I'm happier I guess. This freshman that has the cutest little crush on me kissed me yesterday and again today. People signed my yearbook since I'm moving away. That's kinda bumming me out. But I reading like I love to do and things are looking up

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says Anonymous  on 05/22/13 @ 12:38:06am in Health
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My uncle destroyed my aunt's life when I was 9. He is bipolar and went through a really bad imanea stage. Long story short, they got divorced, and we support my artist aunt and her kids. During the whole process, my dad was gone to Texas to help support and encourage my aunt and cousins. He was always gone for two years, and he missed a lot of important moments for me. I felt unloved and rejected by my family ... read more

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says Anonymous  on 05/21/13 @ 12:31:41pm in Health
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I'm glad I'm reading again. It makes me feel better. Its like an escape from my own life to enter someone elses and picture the whole movie playing inside my head. When I stop reading I feel like I paused the movie, see how bad my life is going, and have to enter that world again. I kinda love it <3

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says Anonymous  on 05/21/13 @ 05:52:48am in Health
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All I can think about is the pain. And I wanna cut so bad. But I can't. I can't have fresh cuts. I have to be in a bathing suit this weekend in front of my friends. And if they see any cuts they'll tell for sure. But they don't understand how hard this is. They don't understand the pain. Ugh I can't control the tears right now i think I'm going crazy. I don't know what to do anymore

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says Anonymous  on 05/21/13 @ 02:19:33am in Health
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I wish I had the motivation to exercise.. I look at myself and all I see are flaws. I see a nearly overweight 17 year old. I am 5"2 and 150 pounds. No clothes look good on me.. I see girls who wear what ever they want, and they look amazing.. I can't look into a mirror without being disgusted. But when I ask people if I look like I could lose a few pounds or drop a couple dress sizes, they tell me I look fi ... read more

says McFluter  on 05/20/13 @ 07:21:05am in Health
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I haven gotten a pap smear in two years. im scared to go cause im afraid they will tell me I have something uncurable like aids :(

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says Anonymous  on 05/19/13 @ 02:35:24am in Health
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Can anyone recommend a book that discusses diet and lifestyle choices that can help improve mental illness?

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says Anonymous  on 05/19/13 @ 12:35:27am in Health
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You know, maybe this is because I am so mental, but... so many other people have died. So many people have killed themselves. They've already been through it. Maybe in a really messed up sort of way, I will not be alone... I can share the experience with them and go through it too. No more bad memories. No more fear. No more guilt or shame, or the long days of being so desperately lonely all of the time and want ... read more

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says Anonymous  on 05/19/13 @ 12:02:01am in Health
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I feel like her vagina didn't accept me. I try to stick my 7 inch long p***s in there and she screams? WHAT THE F**K IS WRONG WITH ME?

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says Anonymous  on 05/17/13 @ 09:26:13pm in Health
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I'm so very humbled by the people who make the almost impossible decision to remove a loved one from life support . No matter what I face everyday , nothing is that bad.

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says Anonymous  on 05/16/13 @ 01:47:15pm in Health
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I almost killed myself today, but I didn't. I don't actually deserve some kind of medal for this, but I f***ING WANT ONE.

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says Anonymous  on 05/16/13 @ 12:24:12am in Health
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I work in the claims department for an auto insurance company. I am very good at my job and 95% of the time my customers are awesome. The other 5% will scream or cry at me over something so minor it's laughable - for example, sometimes claims take longer than expected. Nothing my customer needs to DO, it just takes more time than usual because of circumstances that I explain very clearly. Customers have told me ... read more

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says Anonymous  on 05/13/13 @ 03:59:22am in Health
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Lesson learnt: never even implicitly admit you're unhappy with your weight on tumblr, because your friends will rally round to scold you for not being 100% comfortable in yourself, ramble about how life is short and you should eat whatever you want, and make you feel like you're not a good feminist, in addition to being pudgy.

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says Anonymous  on 05/11/13 @ 11:11:05pm in Health
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I have built these walls so high around myself that I only have three I can trust.. I feel like everyone else is lying to me or trying to hurt me.. and I don't know how to get out of this prison of paranoia I have built for myself.. What am I supposed to do? I just want to be happy..

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says Anonymous  on 05/11/13 @ 04:12:16pm in Health
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There's an old saying that the squeaky wheel gets the grease, very akin to the people that talk about sucicide.

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says Anonymous  on 05/11/13 @ 03:20:02pm in Health
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