Just Vent | Just Venting

ok, so i feel as if im being replaced, you like the girl, can you blame me?!
you winged at me cos u thought u were getting replaced, i get ignored cos shes more worth talking to and then you say you cant be arsed with me anymore, wtf.
well guess wha, i love you, and im fed up of having to run after you when you have a problem and always asking you if you need me when u have a problem, cos you dont care about me, you see someone you wanna go and cuddle, you run over without even telling me ur going and go and hug them, cant you get it, im not like you, i cant go and randomly chat to people and what your doing aint gonna change me. i do your work for you, and you just talk to people. why should i be the one who gets upset and hurt by these things, and i dont wanna be anymore. you cant just tell me you cant be bothered with me anymore, and expect me to be alright, i get critisized, told im all these things and i never critisize you the way you do me cos i dont want to hurt you, you mean way more to me than that.
i love you, but, i just need you to understand; i thought you did.