Just Vent | Just Venting

Posted by: Anonymous  on 06/16/10 @ 01:41:14am

so, i just got out of the hospital, and tomorrows my first day back...for 2.5 days. in some ways, i'm really excited. but then i realized that the only people who bother to contact me while i was in the hospital, or ever texted, facebooked or imed me back are seniors, or people who i would have never considered to be my best friends. now, the seniors are gone, and i'm excited to see the few people who did care enough to check up on me, but honestly, it hurts that the one time i tried to text my best friend she said she didn't feel like talking to me, and that she had other things she should be doing. and the one time i got to see a few of my friends, they completely alienated me, and left me to go find someone else to talk to during the event i got out of the hospital to go to, just to see them. and then i realized that these people are the same people that after i got in my car accident (a bus merged into me. yes we're sueing the company), asked me who would drive them around anymore, before even knowing i was okay, and that i shouldn't be dissapointed they haven't contacted me, or anything, because i shouldn't have expected them to. but they were my only group of friends, and i'm going back into my senior year (seniors are gone, so juniors are taking over, ad_mm a junior) with no niche. :(