Just Vent | Just Venting

I hate how I can't be happy anymore. Every time I feel happiness, you yank it away from me. No matter what. I hate that I cant even complain, because so many people have it far worst. But sometimes I just want to live. Why cant you let me live my life? Instead of making me want to end it. I love you more than anything and you saying you hate me really f***s me up. I'm afraid of life, afraid to live because of you. I fear that I will end up like you one day. I don't want to grow up. I want to get the hell out of here, but I cant stand to ever hurt you.