Posted by: Anonymous  on 08/30/10 @ 07:41:56pm

I've got to talk to my pastor about this hate issue. Every time I see my dad, every time I hear his voice, all I see is red. All these horrendous thoughts keep creeping into my head and I have to force them out. All he'd have to do is say "I've been an ignorant, nasty, meanspirited son of a b****. I'm sorry. Please forgive me," and I would. Instantly. But all he's done in the past eight months of his f***ing miserable life is pile on one petty slight, one nasty comment after another.

Category: Family     3 Responses
Sounds like my so-called father.That's why I chose to cut him from my life,completely and forever.He didn't care about me when I was suicidal,plus he let me go without food while he used his money to play pool and poker.I can understand your feelings of hate.
#1    Anonymous     08/31/10 @ 08:38:57pm    Comment
all i can say is forgive and forget, move on. Your dad will have to face our good Lord one day, hopefully he will repent before that. i'll pray for you... blessings.
#2    Anonymous     09/01/10 @ 11:51:42pm    Comment
Big thanks from the OP for the words of support. I've had a breakthrough and the abuse just bounces off now. At any rate, I'll soon have my own business and no longer have to work for him.
#3    Anonymous     09/05/10 @ 02:33:58pm    Comment

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