I love my sister. And I understand that she is under an unbelievable amount of stress both working and going to school full time. But some of it she is putting on herself and I can't handle continually comforting her. I ask/tell her to do her homework when she's home. Literally every weekend and the week nights that she is home, I ask her if she has homework, especially homework due the next class day. And she's not doing it. Some she's not doing at all (reading for philosoph... read more
I don't make a lot of money and all my life I have lived paycheck to paycheck. I have worked for several years but find it virtually impossible to save money. Anytime I accumulate money something happens and I'm back to square 1. How do people do it? I want to fix my credit and have money saved within the next two years.
I am a decent person... Why can't I get it together?
I'm really not ready to leave for college now.
Just the pressures of getting accepted and having to leave and find new people scares me, especially because in anti-social. I'm especially scared that my boyfriend won't talk to me anymore and leave me for someone else. I've told him so much about my terrible past and I guess I've become attached to his kindness and warmth. I'm just not ready yet.
You flirt with every girl on the team. Don't deny it, I see you do it all the time.
But listen here. One of these days, you're gonna flirt with the wrong girl.
And then she's gonna fall for you. Hard.
And you're not gonna know what to do about that.
One of these days, you're gonna realize that I am that girl you should have never flirted with.
Because once I see something I want, I am not going to let it go until I know I can't have it.
And that takes me a while to realiz... read more
I hate that my battles with someone else, i hear all these storys about coworkers and someone says yeah they really turn their life around. im 23 and get pulled in a pushed away so often that it f***s with my head, this battle is not but i cant stop it from taking all my focus away from my work and school. ironically i moved a few hours away from my family to escape the stress but all the battle came up again living here with new people. best to yell f*** em all and move on
My brother in law has a gf of almost 2 years. They now have a child together whom i adore. My brother in law has had a drug problem for some time. some time meaning since he got with this girl. No one can catch her doing drugs so there fore unlike my brother in law she doesnt have to go to rehab & shes not on probation and other than me no one is telling her she needs to get clean so she can take care of her child. I hate the b****. Plain and simple. & i KNOW shes on drugs be... read more
Okay; i believe there is a god.. I also however never have once read the bible. I don't really know anything about it. I was told once that wicca was worshipping the devil which goes against christian beliefs.. Which i don't but i do want to learn more on wicca. Gypsy witchcraft to be exact. I recently discovered that wicca isn't about worshiping the devil which intrigued me. I want to learn so much about it. Does anyone know anything to help me better understand it. It seems... read more
When I'm up on stage singing, and you're in the crowd reaching for me, I will look at you and I will smile. I will smile and reach out to touch to your hand. But just as our fingers touch, I will pull back and I will walk away. Because now you don't look at me, never give me a second thought. Because now you have no faith in me, and you think I'll end up working in a factory. But when I'm successful and when I'm an international idol, whose voice makes millions of people happ... read more
Does he think I'm cute/possibly have a little crush on me?
So I'm a junior in high school and I have a class with mostly seniors. And I think this senior is really cute and I have a crush on him. I do glance and him and I feel as though he does too sometimes, unless I'm just convincing myself he is. I feel like I have a hopeless crush. Is there a chance he thinks I'm cute too? And we dont talk and I'm not just going to randomly approach him and talk.
If I don't have some god damned physical human interaction soon I'm going to kill myself.
I can't handle this, after being in a relationship for almost 3 years. I need someone to love and love me. I NEED it. I feel so cold and alone with out a warm body to embrace. God damnit god damnit god damnit.
What the f*** am I supposed to do?? No one f***ing cares.
I want to live and be successful. Every part of me wants to succeed and show everyone just what I'm capable of. However, right now I feel so defeated and alone. I want to die, and I hate that I feel like this. My family only make it worse. They're all so negative. I feel so alone. I feel like I want to just throw in the towel and give up. I want to die, listening to my favorite song. This pain is just too much. And I have no one to blame but myself.