Are Bonne Bell Lip Smackers supposed to be lip gloss or chapstick? I'm a guy and I've been using them figuring it's chapstick because it looks like chapstick, but I actually read the tube and it says Swirl Gloss on it and I'm really confused because as far as I figured it was working alright for keeping my lips from getting chapped. Maybe a little slimier than I'd like. Was it all just a placebo!?!?! And more importantly, if I've really been wearing lip gloss for years withou... read more
I love my long distance boyfriend. So so much. hes moving back home in 3 months and im excited out of my mind, but one of the things about him that i absolutely cannot stand is how much he over analyses things. Or maybe i should say assumes things. he sees two men hugging they are gay. I talk about my dog, I have a weird fetish. I like looking at beautiful pictures of people smiling i have dpression problems. this is a constant thing too and i hate it. why do you have to judg... read more
I'm so emotional yet so detached right now. Like everything pissed me off and then made me really sad because it felt like everything was closing in on me and like things were just different than they were yesterday and I just don't know why. Like I wasn't even having fun at lacrosse it was just bare minimum effort and the coach wasn't even mad or anything I just didn't feel like I had the energy or want to play. And then I got home and went to my room and looked at my grades... read more
Im 19 and my mom and i don't get along, she always threatens me and actually just did to leave the house if I'm not happy. i think its really messed up considering i have no money. all i do is go to college bc I'm a full time student and come home to help her care for my siblings (7yrs old-4 weeks old) and there iare 4 of them. I'm driving insane. i feel like i can barely stand on my two feet. I've thought about quitting school just to work but I'm so lost bc of my lack of gu... read more
I guess I have go start faking confidence now. Cause my childhood "boyfriend" wants to take me to his prom and I havent seen him since elementary school. Id like to go, I like fun once in a while. But i feel like a total loser. And Im not as pretty as I was when I was a kid. Ahhh its frustrating feeling like I dont measure up. But my personaliyy sucks too. Im not this fairytale princess his parents probably thinks I am. I need work inside and out. Im not going to his prom, bu... read more
Its my first year of college and I can honestly say that I HATE it. I think its worse than high school. all I do is go to class, eat( mostly in my room) and sleep. My life has really turned into one depressing day to the next. Sometimes I wish I could just sleep the entire day away because whats the point of getting up when there is nothing to do and you have no one to see.
I think I haVe self destructive tendencies. Really I already know the risk, the bull s***, & the pain I was gaining by going after you and yet I still dove in head first. Now as I know you are insincere & clearly only want to use me I'm hurt Lol how could I possibly be hurt??? I need to let you go.. sooner rather than later.. but I'm having a hard time. I know I have only myself to blame, I understand this but I'm still hurt by you trying to play me for a 100% fool.
Soooo... I've posted on here before a bunch of times about a guy that I started to see, I really really liked him and was heartbroken when he just stopped talking to me when things seemed like they were going well (I'm gay). Anyways everyone told me to get over him and I finally did and blocked him off everything then that day he texts me, after a month of no talking, and is being super nice and even wished me a happy birthday. I just got over him but now that he's texting me... read more