I'm not depressed or anything but before I always had something to look forward too in life. Like when I was in primary school I always said: "I can't wait to get to high school!" Now I am in high school and I hate it and honestly, I have nothing to look forward to in life. It's like I'm waiting for something to happen but it's only going downhill from here...
I love how possesive my husband is over me. It is the sexiest thing in the world to know that I am his and all his and Im all he wants. I love to see the little bit of jealousy that flares in his eyes when I have to conversate with another attractive man. He would never admit it but you can see it all over his face. He spoils the hell out of me and always keeps me close to him. Love him.
my bfs been ignoring me and im in such a bad mental state for years ive always been clingy and telling myself i wasnt worth it i wasnt worth anything and my bf is just "tell dont think that way :)" then does talk to me for 3 days and perfers to hang out with other people im not even his 1st choice anymore i never was i will never been anyones first choice and he probably hates me and i literally have no other friends cause everyone hates me i have bad anxiety and i seclude my... read more
Doesn't matter how much time and effort I have to spend taking care of my parents while they're alive because when they finally die I'm going to be able to take their f***ing money and get the f*** out of this sh** hole
I feel like no matter how good my life gets, I always have something to be sad about. I know my life is great, and I don’t take anything for granted. But there’s always something in the back of my head that just messes me up ever so slightly.
I’m in an awkward situation where I like this one girl and a some of my friends seemingly like her too and I think we each get jealous of eachother when she gives one of us any attention but none of us want things to go sour between us over a girl.
Thanksgiving break is finally nearing. Soon I’ll be able to go home and see my old friends that I haven’t seen in weeks. I should be happy. I am partly I guess.
But I’m mostly sad now because I’m gonna miss my new friends that I’ve grown so close too in the past month of college. I’m actually kinda depressed.
I also don’t really wanna be around my family for a week. I don’t come from a broken home or anything. Far from it. My family is totally lovi... read more