I am so freakin annoyed.
15 years ago I used to date a guy who would make me duck in the car when we were driving around town because he thought he might see people he knew and he didn't want them to know he was gay. Because you know driving around with a guy in your car just makes you look... gay. I know, I know... I am the fool for putting up with that. Believe me, I know.
Fast forward to now: he is all kinds of friends with leather people, drag people, fem men, etc. In p... read more
I am so freakin annoyed.
Why am I the kid that gets grounded for forgetting a chore in the morning when I'm in a hurry to go to work or school? Why do I have to be the kid that doesn't go to friends houses, just to play video games? Why are there so many kids going out with friends every day and doing so much worse, but they're not punished? I hate living in a family where they're so focused on the image that everybody is miserable.
I can't believe you can't just stop. I haven't even said sh*t , but when i do its actually a big deal out of nothing just to tell you keep my name out of your mouth that its simple cause it is. You think no one likes me , but yet nobody has your back. But I could care less if nobody like me , because I am my team. You can;t even handle your own let alone say anything back to me. All I've dealed with all week is your bs and I'm over it. I aint gonna have nobody say anything el... read more
My ex-fwb has been heartbroken by his girl bestfriend who happens to be lesbian and has a girlfriend that she truly loves. Honestly, I feel sorry and heartbroken for him because I love him more than a friend. Although he used me for sex and disrespected me, I still love him and I'm willing to help him moving on from her. I really want to tell him that I'm here since we haven't talked for a couple months but I'm afraid that he might just shove me off. Or maybe, I'll just walk ... read more
What's really the point of waking up in my life? I'm just a most worthless and unloved person alive on earth so why live, right? I'm not good at anything either. I don't have a life because I don't have friends to share with my life. I'm also the ugliest girl in the world. I'm too tall, skinny, have eye bags, blackheads, scars from pox and self-harm and I have lots of moles in my face. Maybe this is the reason why people hate me and don't want me as their friend. Btw, I still... read more
I'm so sick of all of this hate toward certain groups. Race, gender, occupation. People are all for equality, yet hate on people different from them. It makes no sense, and it only creates more issues. Feminists want equality, yet so many of them shame men, sex workers, and even other women who disagree. People hate cops because of the ones who give them a bad rep. Many of these people save your lives and keep you safe. I've been hearing a lot about how "cis white men" are th... read more
I've never really appreciated mornings until now. I used to be a total night owl, but now, for some reason, night time brings a strange discomfort to me. So now I sleep through the night, wake up at 6:30, just in time to watch the sunrise. Something about watching the sun emerge from the night is increadibly peaceful to me. It's gorgeous, it's a new day. I get absolutely giddy over mornings.
Me: I'm going to the food bank today to get some food because I am out of money and I am so hungry and haven't eaten in 2 days.
Friend: I know exactly how you feel! I just spent 30 dollars on a lipstick at MAC and now I only have enough money for a 1 hour massage instead of my full spa treatment. FML!
Really. That's an actual conversation.
I used to think people who were affected by the internet were weak little pussies. But now I'm in a low place in my life...PTSD (diagnosed years ago before it was cool to f***ing pretend online to be mentally ill, btw) is kicking my a**, and my health is in the shitter, and I have a lot of time to really ponder, and let's be honest, more time to spend online. And the truth is, I can't stand the internet. I'm afraid of what's happening to people, how cruel they're becoming. I'... read more
I didn't get the job I wanted... And I know deep down that I was appropriate for the role. (It was a brand ambassador role for a careshare service). I am not sure what I did wrong, but perhaps, it's because I knew the majority of the staff, as they are my friends. I am just so disappointed. I will get so pissed off it the other girl (who happened to be 19, 3 years younger than me, and is on her learners) - I mean, come on, didn't you read the description? It was for those wit... read more
Really? That's what you're gonna do? You're going to force me to sleep even though I still have a crap ton of homework to do. The worse part is, is that it's either sleep or a failing grade, which, when all of my options are considered, I can see that my grades matter too much for me to get sleep right now. I will be staying up for another three hours, and so long as I don't become exceedingly loud, shouldn't bother you nor your sleep. So kindly bug off if you're just going t... read more
I feel lost and don't have the willpower to work. My wife loves to chat and talk just with me . we ben together for 10 year's and the last 3 ben like this .I don't even know why im still here.i must be the loneliest man.im not sure what to do from here on out. Its like she turn off her emotion and sex drive . hate to admit but it's probably time to move on. Just feel lost and sorry for my 3 little one's. Anyways thanks muttr.
It's been a year and a half and I still can't get her out of my head. She was was the first girl I actually liked, and I had to go and ruin it for myself. I know these things don't last but I just hate the fact that we left on bad terms. I'm still looking for some way to make it up for her, some form of closure at all. I just want this pain to be over.
I am so done with this society's schooling system. Just completed my year 12 Biology exam today after spending two years studying and working my a** off to get a high score. What happened? I totally flunked out. Not only was the questions extremely hard I ran out of time and couldn't even gather my thoughts to get some marks for the questions I could answer. Yes, I am happy it is over, and I know I am only in year 11, yet in a away it just makes things a lot harder. I now hav... read more