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Me an my mom are northern Cherokee yet we are still both white due to my grandma. My dad is phillipino. Therefor we look nothing nothing alike. My dad only dates phillipinos (divorced). Imagine being white skinned walking down the mal with two colored parents (not that she is my mom yet). Now imagine all the snobs looking at me like I'm the result of aldutry. Not fun.
My workouts have been working.. I'm losing about a pound a day... I hope that's normal.. My workouts have been triggered by depression. I got to put all my sadness into something other than harming myself. And luckily this has a positive out come.
Lmfao suddenly these people need a car hahaha it's too bad they aren't my close friends. I'm not going to be their designated driver for s***! Hell no, especially when they just want to use me for their own benefits. I don't even belong in their circle of friends. Life isn't always fair. It's their turn to experience it. Another reason for me not to drive them is seeing someone I don't like. I really don't want ... read more
I cut myself for the first time over the weekend. And I'm sorry to say that it felt good, and I'll probably do it again sometime. I had been putting it off for quite a while, and it was only a matter of time before I tried.
People tend to romanticize suicide and cutting, but I was surprised that it felt the way it has been described. Pain was something I could actually /feel/; I don't often experience emotions a ... read more
My dad is always at work and rarely at home with the rest of our family. He's basically a workaholic. He doesn't eat meals at the same time as us and spends time on his phone instead of with my siblings. He leaves for work before we get up and comes back when we are already sleeping so we don't see him a lot. It makes me really sad. I've come to realize that part of the reason my siblings and I have so many ment ... read more
I'm sad and it feels like I'm literally breaking. Therapy, meds, suggestions, haven't helped. I can't bring myself to tell anyone who doesn't already know. I think I might need intense treatment but I don't think that will happen. No one ever really listens when I try to say something or no one gets what in trying to say. I just want some f***ing help.