Don't I deserve to be loved? I want someone to care for me too. As a friend, as a partner, as a person. Why do I feel so useless and lonely all the time? All my life I just tried to be nice to others and be accepted. It didn't work like that for me. I'm left outside alone.
There's so many emotions i seem to feel everyday its never just one, i have been dealing with a lot of stress lately and honestly i just want it to stop, the emotional stress of my alcoholic aunt passing away she's not quite gone yet but the last day i saw her it's like she was already gone, it sucks because this lady was my mother, the lady who taught me a lot in life the woman who made me realize its not about everyone else's happiness you choose your happiness and you choo... read more
Oh my gosh, what a night. I just want to cry. Its not often husband and i get time to ourselves and when we do things just always seem to go wrong. Tonight we planned a date and had the stay at home with big sister watching them. Told them we would be gone about two hours. We drove past my ex boyfriend whom i care nothing about but husband laughed and made jokes and such. I didn't recognize the guy but he was in uniform filling up the squad car. We pulled up to car wash, husb... read more
My sister is probably having the time of her life at her boyfriend's. I'm at home crying because my dad is telling me to get a job and move out. It's "his house" he can do whatever he wants. I'm only 14. If I could move out, I would. Anything is better than being afraid of you pointing a gun at me whilst you are drunk.
I've had back pain for months. Insurance is not an issue and am an amateur athlete so I've been really active in trying to get it fixed. Nothing has been working. I stopped into a walk-in clinic after training today because my whole back was burning and I couldn't feel my shin or toes. Talked to the Dr for two minutes, got a prescription for Aleve (an over the counter pain killer). Didn't bother even going to the pharmacy to fill it...I have a bottle of the same s*** at home.... read more
If there's anything i'm pretentious about, it's my art. i'm good at what i do, and it's the only thing i have going for me so i feel like it's ok that i'm confident in my abilities. recently i was commissioned a piece for about $200, and it came at a convenient time. my friend, who is also an artist but younger, less experienced, and whose art isn't really on the level of professional graphic desig, keeps like..... complaining? and she keeps insisting that it's easy money, sh... read more