You say "love you" ...but do you really? I don't think you do. You only ever say "love" when your pushing me away so I think "love you" is your way to brush me off with those words. You don't show me you have any "love" for me really. When we are together it's nice and you are very affectionate, but the moment we part there's nothing there. I'm OK with just sex but don't throw "love" In the mix if you don't mean it. It's not what I want to hear unless you are sincere! So stop... read more
I feel like I'm just living for the sake of keeping other people happy. But I can't leave them alone, not like this. My mother has nothing, and I feel like it's my fault. My brain is f***ed, I'm going insane. The therapy's not enough, the pills aren't enough, and she's suffering along with me. Every day is another risk. I can't control it. I never know when I'll break, and the day will go to s***. And she has to carry the load. She suffers, because I suffer. I sometimes can't... read more
Why do people lie for? it grinds my gears.. bae tells me he's going away for the long weekend with his family so i can't see him but he's posting and so are his friends that they're keen to party and get 'turnt up' over the long weekend...then when asking what its about bae lies and i ask his friends and they say yeah theres a party on and bae is going -.- smh let me punch you.
I've finally come to the conclusion i shall forever be single. I'm over the heavy talking to someone for months and hanging out alot to but then BAAMN they stop talking to you and you try to find out what happened because you thought it was okay but they ignore you and don't reply so you end up crying or eating tubs of ice cream and chocolate cake... weeks or sometimes a month later you finally have forgetten about that person and are happy with the newer you but they come ba... read more
This shits personal as f***. Parents divorced not long after I turned four, and I'm an only child. Only recently realised I'm not over it. Been constantly bullied, only recently realised that my personality has been permanently f***ed by it and all I have to show for it is the fact I have barely any friends. I'm usually hanging out on my own. My phone lasts months with only 10 bucks of t&t. Got trust issues and slight issues. I go to a s*** school that makes me feel like ev... read more
My relationship with my sister used to be 'very close', not until she gets a job. She's like change from the doesn't care anything type of person, to the I care for everything. Okay, I know that's a good changes of her, and as the sister that she used to love the most, I felt jealous when her attention now turned to her friends, not me. Well who wouldn't, right? And when she went home, she would tell me her friends did this and this, that and that, but when I try to talk abou... read more
My child psychologist wants me to keep a dream journal so he can study it after a month or two. I don't think anyone has the right to intrude on my dreams like that. They're the only truly private things I have. If he would have asked me to share I might have said yes, but I object to being told to do it as if I have no choice in the matter. So he'll get his dream journal but it will be a lovely fiction. I don't need some shrink to tell me what my dreams mean. I already know.... read more