I went to the school play alone today. I originally wanted to go with friends, but nobody was available. The play was great. Some people I know were in it. A non-close friend and one of her friends were sitting together and I was too nervous to sit with them. When it was over, I was too nervous to stay and talk to the cast. I simply walked outside and called my mom to pick me up. While I was waiting, the non-close friend I mentioned came outside and said hi. One of the cast m... read more
I can't stop eating. My weight is technically still within a healthy range but I'm so angry with myself I feel stupid and ugly. I tell myself I'm going to eat healthier and then I don't. What the hell is wrong with me? Honestly I just never want to eat again because I'm afraid I'll gain more weight.
I guess I figured that by the time I was a full grown adult I wouldn't be covered in zits anymore. I looked forward to the day when I could stop wasting my money on products and techniques that don't work, out of sheer hope that they somehow would.
I'm still a f***ing pizza face. On top of that, the one guy who found me attractive enough to be with me for a while dumped me, so I guess I'm f***ed
I am not and never will be part of that group. It hurts so bloody much because I have no friends, no one who cares about me who can be there when I need them. Absolutely no one and I am constantly stuck wondering why, even despite how often I wish to die that I can't let myself. Wouldn't it make things easier?
I want to hear you loveme but this time when your not drunk. How can I know that any of the beautiful things you said to me were true and not just drunk emotional bulls***??? Right now you confuse me to pieces.. was that your true feelings? Or were you just drunk talking me? I need to know because I can not keep doing this I like you too much and I foresee the dark ahead if I continue with you..like this.
I always see my friends get in relationships and have people like them, and I'll pretend everything is fine and I'm perfectly happy. But when I get home, I just listen to music and overthink and get depressed and sad and miserable. I'm the only one out of all of my friends who hasn't kissed someone, who hasn't been in a relationship and it makes me feel like something's wrong with me. Like I'm some sort of ugly potato. And I know everyone says "oh you'll find that special som... read more
I'm so sick of feeling like s*** in my own home. I work my a** off in school work, in showing what I can do. I get criticized so harshly at home because I didn't do as much laundry as my older sibling who's not even going to school, who smokes weed all through the day. I get criticized because I passed out instead of doing the dishes. I'm the one who gets cursed out, yelled at by my psychotic mother. I can't do it anymore, I want to drive away but I don't have a licence, I ju... read more
I'm so f***ing pissed off at Apple right now. Like I have a major passion for editing and making fanvideos for shows like Sherlock, Hannibal, supernatural. But I have no f***ing way of doing so because Apple doesn't f***ing let download videos to the native f***ing photo collection. Which is the stupidest damn thing ever. So tell me apple, why would you support a fantastic editing software and hundreds of fantastic editing apps, but only allow them to edit videos taken from t... read more
Disgusting gay people
I have heard many horror stories in support groups of this happening,
hundreds of reports from the people themselves, of course in your sick mind they are all liars right?
here's some stats for you!
-- 1 in 10 rape victims are men. (Rathus, Nevid and Fichner-Rathus, 568)
-- In a survey answered by hundreds of rape and sexual assault support agencies, they estimated that 93.7 percent of male rape perpetrators are male and 6.3 percent were female. (Greenb... read more
Every time he tells me about her he's always smiling , he even remembered her birthday and texted her . He deleted his past text messages to her so that I don't know about it , but left recent ones because I have never been near his phone for a year now . yet he insists he looks through my phone and read everything I've ever written even before I met him . He's meant to be my bf and he wonders why I'm taking so long to answer his marriage proposal . Part of my wishes he would... read more