Looking for opinions. Why do sociopaths fixate on the one(s) who got away?
The one(s) who got away referring to:
* The one(s) who were smart enough to call them on their bulls**t and dump them rather than being played like yo-yo's.
* The one(s) who moved on and settled down in healthy long-term relationships.
* The one(s) who succeeded in areas of life where the sociopath(s) failed.
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