I'm so angry I cant even tell my story because I'm afraid it'll get me in some serious trouble, mental hospital here I come...I've got so much anger that my body, my mind feels so heavy, hot and worn down..Is that even possible for my mind and body to feel the way it does? I want to tell more about my anger and my life story to anger. But I cant unless I've gotten a positive way to do it.
So Life in general is kind of getting me down.Well so I was with this guy that I really liked and cared about a lot.I was really scared of losing him so i became really negative about our realationship. He would always tell me he would never stop caring about me and all that stuff and I believed him and i was happy for a really long time and i thought he was and then there came a point where one of my bestfriends started having feelingsm for him but she lied to me about them ... read more
I am so sick of hearing about how if people come to America they should speak American! Okay, first of all it's English. We don't come to America and speak American...
And second of all, WHO CARES! Who cares what language other people speak? Who cares what language other people speak when they're with their families or what language they prefer to write In or what language other people prefer to read on the signs? Why is it any of your business what language they speak when ... read more
I hae my step mom so much she is so mean to me and when my dad is not around she tells me to go kill myself and just keep cutting...i hate her so much and she purposely leaves the door open when they are having sex so every night when i wake up they are doing it and my dad is just like her drone. he got mad and yelled at me for asking if when her show was done we could watch something other then the real housewives off orange county. NO ONE GIVES A f*** WHAT YOU THINK RENE!!!... read more
I'm a 36 year old mom of three great kids. I just left my old man. I can't forget nor for give. I have a mom that is dipolar. I live in two campers to make a home for my kids. I have not worked in a few years. I am unable to work with all that is going on. I really don't have someone to talk to that can understand my issue. I am not one to talk to just anyone. It is hard and don't want to burden anyone. I know I have miss spelled some sorry. Thank you for reading this.
Im f***ed. My gf and I are taking a break. My car broke down. I have finals this week and next week, along with work. I start my other job back up in a couple weeks thats more than 20min away (driving) and on the 13th fall semester starts which is 5 classes and uhg. Im so stressed and I feel so alone in all of this. :(
Where do I begin. I guess I came here to express my anger... Well, that sounds violent. I'm not violent, I'm just frustrated. I'm frustrated that I can't even go on Facebook without him messaging me. I can't go one hour without someone wanting my attention. f***ing phone calls, texts, messages, ding, ding, ding! My ringer mocks me. I can imagine some 40 something telling me to "just turn your phone off." No. I wanna use my phone. But I don't want to be harassed through it. Pe... read more
People like to talk about how s*** humans are, but remember this. I just read an article about how scientists are saving Tasmanian devils from a cancer which is devastating their species. If there were no humans, those Tasmanian devils would just go extinct like 99% of the other life that has ever existed. Earth doesn't give a f*** who lives and who dies. Without humans, there is literally no one to give a f*** about the damn Tasmanian devils.
They're sitting up on their own little pedestal, looking down there noses at everyone who'd been dealt a different set of cards in life. But when they get knocked off their special little horse, and their faces get rubbed in the mud, they expect us to f***ing care. Who am I talking about?
f***ing humans, man.
A while back, I was depressed. I wasn't cutting or chugging down pills by the bottle, but I would hear things in my head like the voices told me things like, "Hey, cutting doesn't hurt that badly, it'll make you feel better!" and, "You know, if you take just half of the pills, your mom won't notice and you'll feel much better!" and I kept thinking, "You're right!" but I couldn't do it. After a while my depression disappeared and I was happy.... for two months. And now I'm a d... read more