I don't understand how I can be this social awkward. People joke around and say that they're "sooo socially awkward." But they don't f***ing know what it's like to ignore everyone's existence because you're so terrified of them. of trying to talk to them. They don't know what it's like to feel like complete s*** every single day. They don't know what really goes on in the mind of a person who has socia ... read more
Mom did a horrible a job parenting us, so you're really gonna allow some dumb b**** who is becoming the split image of her to raise your child? You both take advice from her on parenting, really good idea, psyche. And then she sits there and argues with a 5 year old about breakfast, who the f*** does that. It's a 5 year old. Your authority should be all it takes. If I ever have kids I'll be damned if they ever p ... read more
For a while now I've had a crush on the most amazing girl who I call one of my closest friends. She is smart, beautiful, funny and a whole lot more. I wish I could tell her how important she is to me and how I really feel about her.I am falling for her so hard.
I want so much to be in your bed tonight...I want to experience things I've never had the chance to do. I am your student. Touch me ever so gently and grab me like its your last night on earth! Be my tutor. Caress me and hold me; tell me i'm so good for you and that you need to take me and feel yourself inside me to survive another day, as I gasp, contract, gasp then go limp to your will...then look me in the ey ... read more
I feel so alone like no one even cares about me, like I'll never amount to anything. I can't even talk to the girl I like and it's all because I'm scared to. And I'm the guy that if you met me you would think I have all the confidence in the world and every thing is okay, but it's not. I'm so scared because don't know what will happen. Will I ever get a job, will I ever get married, or will I be homeless and alo ... read more
If she were mine... I would put her happiness ahead of my own. I would care for her, protect her, hold her, and provide for her. If she went blind I would give her my eyes, if she needed a heart I would give her mine, I would make sure no harm ever came to her. If only I were good enough for her...
I don't think a million dollars and the best doctors, therapists, and plastic surgeons could ever fix me enough to want to stay here to live the rest of my life. I would just give it away to more deserving people anyway. What I wouldn't give to change the things I hate about myself and be able to just live the way I want to though. Would give anything to be happy for once. lol. Then I'd probably just feel ... read more
I'm freaking.people say that when your 12 you shouldn't worry about weight but I'm 5'4 1/2 and 129 lbs. and 2 months ago I was 120. I'm so mad at myself because most girls my age are like 90 lbs. I just don't know what to do!
Im not perfect.. But compared to most of my family i think im the closest one to it... So glad i live two states away.. Ever since my grandfather died some true colours have come out.. U bastards.. I hate how u have taken advantage our grandmother.. Ill be happy when shes here.. I dont care how mych she can be irritating but id rather deal with it and know she is happy here... Without here none of us would exist ... read more
How does one release hate and anger towards a short term friendship you made with a sociopath. This person plays the poor me role but he's done a huge list of terrible s***, worst of it was threatening to kill me as a form of control..no one has ever talked like that to me, and second worse was hacking MY computer/phone and gossiping about it in a place that is important to my life. I still have to be nice to ... read more
Im 22, graduated from undergrad, now in a grad program. idk what i really want to do with my life tho. thinking about changing fields completely but so many job postings require minimum 2+ years experience. not sure what i want to do with myself. constant pressure to be perfect
Every time I go out with my family, it's wonderful. We don't argue (errr... rarely anyways) and in turn, we don't despise each other's very existence. When we get home, it's a whole nother story. My mom always finds SOMETHING to complain about, then my dad starts getting frustrated, then it's my eldest sister, and so forth. It's like a never ending chain of bickering. Can't we all just sit down, SHUT THE f*** UP ... read more