My coworker literally is a b****. She makes the schedules and at the beginning of the month of February she didn't have me scheduled to work Valentines day because i don't work sunday's because she works a double and my boss knows she is toxic to me. Well i looked at it today, and she put me on for tomorrow, IN PLACE OF HERSELF. I called her out on it and she told me, "I didn't just barely change it, that's how it was when i sent it out. Also you're single..why do you need it... read more
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I remember not being able to feel. No sadness, no anger, just a darkness in which I knew I was supposed to feel something, anything.
It was a couple of days ago that I managed to gather the courage to do it, ask her out. Valentine's day was coming along, and there was no other moment that could have done it better. All I heard were voices saying do it, she'll love it, she likes you, you'll be great. Voices. They're powerfully convincing, and make the truth seem further away ... read more
I think about my ex a lot. We were best friends. We would take cigarette breaks and get high on the weekends. We f***ed a lot, we would talk about things. When we were friends, she told me that i could rant to her. Tell her my problems. But when we became a thing, she complained about me being dramatic after telling me that I can speak to her about things that are bothering me etc. I'm a bisexual girl, so this relationship might be different with guy girl? I'm not making gene... read more
I've been in and out of inpatient facilities for years now and I've been doing really good, but right now i really want to die. I've been so good, I'm not sure why this is in my mind right now. I feel like I scroll through my phone contacts and realize i don't want to tell anyone anything. I feel like no one really cares what i have to say. I think so much, why don't i have real friends and real relationship? I just want someone to be enthusiastic to talk to me... f***ing hel... read more
I like this boy a lot. He told me he likes me too. He doesn't text me as much as I feel he should if he likes me... (he texts me 3 times a day at most tbh) He really doesn't give as much effort as i need. I have social anxiety and I'm just super paranoid and my mind roams and I've told him but he still sucks at texting and it hurts me because I've been cheated on and played and i don't know if he's doing that but when he texts me or talks to me he's so sweet.. I know he f***i... read more
This is a good valentine's eve for me, not because I have a awesome romance in my life or any romance for that matter. But I have awesome friends and family who are there for me right now as I have some challenges I am trying to get thru. Thank you God for the last minute help that came thru tonight.
My best friend has had a lot thrown at her since she was little. We pretty much went through the same things and experiences. Her hubby passed away in Dec from MS, and the last part of his life he was miserable. I went to see her last June and we got talking as we usually do. She didn't know what to do with what was going on with hubby and her little guy (7) and with extended family. She has been seeing this other guy for a little while now (her neighbour) and he is great, lo... read more
I hate that we can't be friends anymore. And it's not that I don't want to be friends to be friends with you or won't push my ego aside to be friends with you... It's that you won't do any of those things for me. I miss you. I feel that I hate you. But I know there's a fine a line and love is right on the other side. That's how I feel about you. I love you but I hate you. Normally I'd have this attitude of, "Screw you. You don't want to be in my life? That's fine. I don't nee... read more