I fear I have dementophobia, the fear of becoming insane. My sister has autism, and she's always so distant, sometimes she yells, screams, tries to hurt me...it terrifies me. I am scared it is hereditary. That I will be nothing but a big ball of screaming and crying and fear and nothingness. My therapist recommended medication (because she thought I was depressed, not because of the dementophobia). To be honest I was quite hesitant going to a therapist. My sister goes to a th... read more
I want to yell at my mother in law to back off! She's telling me how I am going to ruin my son by continuing to nurse him. He's not even 8 months old yet! She says he will never fall asleep without me nursing, yet he already does sometimes. She even had the audacity to say I am nursing him for my own pleasure. WHAT!?! There is so much wrong with that statement I don't even know where to begin to correct her. I am so over her right now.
If your unemployed behind them down one more job offer I suggest, I'm all going to throw you out the window. As q matter of fact, in a little bit you're about to be job hunting alone. You complain about not working, yet you don't want to do anything to help your situation. You don't want to get a certificate, you don't have to drive trucks, you don't want to use temp agencies. Look, the economy isn't booming where we live at all, so if you don't bend on some of these options ... read more
I used to work for this pediatric surgeon I thought the world of. Until he bullied me and made me think my coworker was coming after me and my family. He scared me to the point, I slowed down at work and got fired. And to add insult to injury, he promised me he would write me a letter of reccomendation via email but he never did. The funny thing is that he got rave reviews from patients, but behind closed doors he was an a**h*** . I've always been a bit intimated by bald peopl... read more
I'm sorry it's so long ;_; So my friend got asked to prom last year by this guy who really liked her and even though she didn't like him, they went together and had a good time. She still didn't think of him like that but she decided to give it a chance. They skyped for hours at night until the wee hours of the morning and he got her gifts and stuff. I thought it was all fine but then one day she told me "I just don't feel butterflies". I was surprised but of course if she di... read more
I hate college! I was forced to change my major because I got on academic probation and they threatened to kick me out of school and I didn't want to be living on the edge of a knife. Then, just when I found another major I thought I could handle for the next two years, I received an email telling me I couldn't change my major without talking to my probation adviser. I already spoke with my academic adviser about this, and he gave me permission to change my major and even rec... read more
If i cut the strings that hold me hostage, would I fall and shatter? If that's what it takes to breathe again, does it even matter? I left behind all that I used to be, but this time, I did it for me. How could something so enticing have such awful side effects? I am fixated on all of the things we were together. But, those are fragments that are better off lost forever.
Fml, why do freaking parents need to exist they literally do nothing but stop you from being a person and trap you in a jail which they call a house. I swear this isn't right. It's like I can't go anywhere. And for no reason. I haven't done anything bad , I didn't do anything to deserve this. I'll put my self up for adoption so I can get a better mother that will actually care for me and want me to make friends and be happy.