Bit anxious and unsettled. I have a friend. I guess he's technically my best friend, since I've known him since nursery and we've grown up together and kept in touch fairly regularly, and I don't really have any other friends. Since uni, we got into a routine of meeting up to go to the cinema about once every two months and we'd watch a film and catch up. And that was all we'd ever do. But the last couple of years he's moved to USA, and returned and now has gotten married and... read more
I really need some advice. I was seriously talking to this guy for quite a while. We were basically a couple but it's kind of a long distance thing. We don't live too far apart just mostly I wasn't ready to meet him. Eventually he got tired of me not going to see him and felt like I wasn't putting forth any effort in the relationship. Because of that he became really distant and unmotivated. We haven't talked in a week now. This is really strange for us cause normally we woul... read more
I thought I finally found someone who wanted me. she was into me for while, all touchy and attentive. plus there was history between us, kinda complicated but no bad blood. we spent one great night together then suddenly she can't see herself with me and there's nothing there. no matter what I'm doing her face invades my head and I think about how she's off with some other guy having fun. I think about all the time we spent together and it hurts to know I'll never have that a... read more
When im at home, I find myself saying "I wanna go home" .. I don't know where I consider home if I don't even feel comfortable (or at home) in my own house.. I feel like a stranger in my own house with my family. (im 16) I just don't understand. I did research and most people say home is heaven, And I do believe that, but I don't think that's what it is. there has to be a place on earth where I feel at home.
He was crying about his past. Pretends to be this cheeky put-together guy. I was surprised and broken-hearted. I couldn't tell him right then I didn't want to be in a relationship with him. But I feel so guilty for kissing him back. How shady does it look to kiss someone the night before and then break up with them the next day? Usually people slip out of these things. And I've been making it clear for a week now that I won't stick around. Then this happens. I don't like brea... read more
I feel African Americans are the most racist of all. Im not saying all, but a selective number, always pull the race card. For example, the whole mike brown situation, if it was a black cop that shot him, im sure we would've never even heard of the story. Theres riots, burning of our flags which is so unessesary if people actually KNEW that mike attacked the cop first and was caught stealing. it was mainly an act of defense. The cop shouldn't of shot, but I think everyone ble... read more
I was heavily depressed last year and was contemplating suicide for several months. It began during the summer, about late July. It was when when ironically, I got one of the best things that ever happened to me directly: I got my very first dog (trained, with supplies, for free, the whole shabang). Supposedly, Id be really happy right? Well I was, but there was a hollow in me still. Ive been longing to fill it all my life with things that were materialistic and temporary. In... read more