I am so confused dearies :( There's this guy that I've known for almost a year now and we seemed to hit it off well and whatnot to the point I actually thought I would get out of the single life I've been stuck in since God knows how long. Thing is, he recently got back together with his ex and I'm sitting all here like "wtf dude?". I normally would be okay with this but I am not. Even though I like him I put my friendship with him higher than my feelings and I care a lot abo... read more
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Why do you expect people to provide such impressive skills to a job at some crappy burger joint? Honestly, job interviewers are insanely and amazing incompetent most times because they need to insert some stonewall facial expression to see if someone is the right candidate for a job at a restaurant for a position that a monkey could be taught to do.
"What do you do on your free time?"
WHO THE f*** CARES!! I promise to come in on time, do everything I'm supposed to do and do i... read more
I'm tired of myself. I'm tired of being fat. I'm tired of having pimples. I'm tired of having moles. I'm tired of having back fat. I'm tired of having no lips. I'm tired of having birthmarks. I'm tired of having a front butt. I'm tired of not being able to wear a crop top like other girls do. I'm tired of my body. I'm tired of not being the girl I used to be. I'm tired of boys not liking me. I'm tired. I now know why no boy likes me. I'm the worst. I hate myself. I'm so tired... read more
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!?! HOW THE f*** COULD YOU?!?!?!?!? YOU KNEW I LIKED HIM!!! YOU f***ING KNEW HE MEANT THE f***ING WORLD TO ME!!!!! AND YOU HELD IT OVER MY HEAD ALL f***ING YEAR!!! AND THEN YOU TAKE HIM FROM ME!!?!?!??!?!? YOU f***ING TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!! AND NOW YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN. HOW CUTE. I SAW YOU WITH HIM!!!!!!! YOU DON'T KNOW BUT I DID! I WON'T EVEN MENTION ALL THE OTHER STUFF. YOU'RE A f***ING IDIOT. I HOPE YOU REALIZE THIS. YOU f***ING ... read more
You know, dredging things up and telling me how what I'm doing isn't working is one of the fastest ways to completely piss me off. Yeah, I am having problems. My medication stopped working properly, so I stopped taking it. Not that you would know. You're never around, you never talk to me. Why in the hell shouldn't I do the same? It was working well until you started this mess. You want to try and tell me all of this is my fault? f*** off. I'm still breathing and still existi... read more
Back to that "friend", I want to hate him, oh how I want to hate him. He makes my blood boil just thinking about him, but also my heart flutter. He doesn't get that some people are better to deal with their emotions on their own, I get that he cares for others, but I've made it clear my anger and sadness had nothing to do with him in the beginning, but still he managed to make it about HIM, HIM, HIM, HIM, always about HIM. He makes himself out to be so perfect, so stable, and... read more
I dont want to be on meds anymore. I don't mind switching and finding the right medication but it has been so long and nothing is working. I do not think that upping my xanax dose is going to solve anything. The more they prescribe the more that I take and the more that I shouldn't take. Maybe it will just end up me have an overdose so i dont have to deal with this anymroe. they wont help me unless i go to the extreme anyways. If i take more than prescribed than maybe they wi... read more
I need to start taking my own advice. I read up on a lot of muttrs from you guys and gals, and some of them are about a lack of friends. Whatever situation put you there, that's where you are, and it would be a million times better with a few friends that you could meet up with and talk to a few times every week.
Well, I have God and Jesus, but... I don't know. Should that be enough? Everyone always tells me that "Christ is enough." Well, yeah, his sacrifice was enough to co... read more
I know my life could be way worse, but I wish people would stop thinking they're the golden light in everyones lives, like a friend I have, always thinking he's the keeper of peace and that everyone loves him. He tries to fix others before fixing himself. Used to have a crush on him, now he's just annoying. Thinking about him makes my stomach ache. I wish I was out of high school, some of these people are heartless and unconditionally mean just to impress their friends, that ... read more
I'm so angry with my friend, he thinks he's the god given angel who can fix everyone and that every problem has a solution. Me personally, letting me alone to figure it out on my own is the best, but he feels making everything about him and not talking to me so I "miss him" is going to help. It's makes me so pissed, I just want to body-slam him, yeah, I have problems but I'm still a person, YOU don't define me. I can have emotions without them involving you or having to expla... read more
I can't really tell any of my family this because they would not accept me, but I am bisexual.
It's sad I feel like I have to hide this, and it feels wrong because of my upbringing, but I have known since I was a teen.
I want to marry a member of the opposite gender, but damn, sometimes I can't help find both sexy.
However, am I just confused and scared to acknowledge the whole truth? I'm pretty sure that's not the case because I have always liked the opposite sex.
How ha... read more
Right now, I simply hate life.
There seems to be no point.
Nothing about my life seems okay, except I like my hair and most of my family members. I guess I'm healthy(ish) A pathetic job and a shitload of debt from school!
And the only people I have to talk to are on mute. Which is creepy, the number of pedophiles, seriously disgusting.
So its been a year since me And my ex broke up and I can't seem to get him out my Mind
I just want him back in to my life I want us to start Over again but he has a girlfriend and I'm not happy with that. He called me a week ago and he said he missed me and he said he didn't have a love life then the next week he has a girlfriend
My friend keeps telling me that i am over reactive and think everyone is out to get me. I literally have maybe said one thing like this 2 years ago. Lately she has been telling me that I am a b**** and that I am a waist of time. Sometimes I just want to die when she says things like that. I'm a very emotional person and can't handle situations. I still want to be friends with her but by this point I don't really know anymore. Is there anything I could do to help my problem?
At my graduation (which was also my 18th birthday) my boyfriend of 4 years proposed to me. It was one of the happiest days of of life! We already picked a spot and date for our wedding next summer. But now my mom is saying I'm too young to get married and she disapproves. My fiancee is two years older than me. I can understand why she thinks we're too young, but she is completely against it! She might not even come to the wedding. My fiancee has a stable job and will only hav... read more